an ounce of tenderness was worth more than a life of loyalty oh you are crrrrazey nj. so crazy. that bonked me so hard.
And now Seokmin is nothing. He can only build himself up under Minghao’s loving gaze, so now he’s crumbling. RIP what are we without love? what are we when nobody is looking at us, when we are just for ourselves? ah, good questions.
Is Mingyu braver than Seokmin? Is he better than Seokmin? Is Minghao happier with him, more at peace? mmmm the self doubt, the hate for someone who seems better at making the people you love happy.
i'm insane thanks a lot <3