oh you are SO COOL i love the jeonghan pov ;-; how you show that he's been craving as well but he's much better at trampling it down than wonwoo could ever dream of being, and the little hints at something with mingyu (and seokmin mmmmh he's interesting too) the way jeonghan oh-so-easily reads wonwoo and knows that he has a type but he doesn't want to admit it, not even to himself. ugh!!! you're so good.

Jeonghan’s been that someone in his own life for as long as he can remember.
Though if ever asked he’d claim to flit between the glowing valleys where the living stake their claim because he had no choice, it’s only that by the time he found any sign of yearning to turn back on what he had chosen for himself, it was easier to quash the signs of any weak emotion than attempt to escape, unscathed. Freedom wasn’t a luxury affordable to any paid liar.
this is my favourite part for some reason, it's just so !!!! incredible. you're incredible. mwah. i kiss your huge brain.