the seductive cat-like creature he becomes sometimes, feeding off of butterflies in strangers' stomachs OH MY GOD I AM SCREAMING?!?!?!?! bro. bro!!! brooooo!!!!! you don't understand how i'm feeling. you have never written fic before?! well. you should start now. this was INCREDIBLE. i'm obsessed with everything, with the description of joshua from vernon's pov and with the way vernon's feelings come out, as he's out of his depth and trying to understand what to do with himself.
i especially like this line: It's like he's been thrown inside a kaleidoscope, familiar things creating unfamiliar patterns, colours changing all around him, it's very descriptive!!! and well. the triangulation of it all. the simmering jealousy. the relationship between vernon and joshie. ugh i'm obsessed!! thank you for this!!!!!