oh my god OH MY GOD. THE YEARNING HERE... IS SO INTENSE. i can't! i CAAAAN'T. seungcheol!! i want to wrap him up in a big hug ahh. i think you were so genius in the way you described his reaction to jihan's relationship - warmth and happiness bc of course! his best friends! go well together! then something giving way when nothing changes, there isn't enough to put distance between them... and he is STUCK. STUCK!! i'm crying. JISOO'S HAND ON HIS RIBS YOU'RE KIDDING ME... ur the only friend(s) i need... sharing beds like little kids...

In the dark like this, they become one, they become everything Seungcheol wants and needs, every childish fantasy he’d love to make come true. CRYING