you are literally handing me something out of my dreams op...hyyh au...literally why the fuck arent more people doing it, truly. the more i kept catching bits of the references, the more it hurt in the perfect way-the lollipop, the fire, the endless chase to find the one who vanishes....i love everything about this, your choice of using 95z too, for those messy feelings that don't go away even if the world is going to shit. this was a treat, thank you so much!!