oh my god, first of all the use of first person here is so well done, and second of all, ouch. you have such a good way of twisting words and packing meaning in every corner, there were so many phrases and good hard hitting sentences.... Your characterization was pitch perfect too, Seungcheol's gargoyle snarl, dropping the mask, red-rimmed eyes, maybe you say the right apologies, and I know how to accept them in a way which doesn't require any further hurt. You packed so much character and story in so little, this really incredible and so good to read. thank you for sharing!!!!