JOSH U FOOL. Ah jeepers, this is so good, Joshua caging himself in but still imagining what it must be like while still dooming himself.... The line: He wishes that he could maintain any kind of contact when the cameras turn off and they’re all in the dorm. really hit hard, and I also loved: His long, thin fingers remind Joshua of bird bones, delicate and hollow, but there’s a strength to him, too. Minghao would know how much pressure to put, where exactly to touch. He’d know Joshua better than Joshua knows himself. ;; i really loved this!