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hwa ([personal profile] hwarium) wrote in [community profile] 17hols 2022-01-01 06:05 am (UTC)

Re: [FILL] your dreams in your hands

ahhhh I enjoyed this so much, honestly feeling so blessed. am thanking all the deities for giving me CYZJ content in the year 2022 u__u I watched it and suffered and it just became one of those things that were part of me but didn't talk about anymore. Deep down I still love Wu Jiacheng and Zhou Zhennan and keep up with what they're doing. For how succesful and loved ZNN is right now, kind of crazy to imagine Jun & Minghao playing around with him (bc jun and minghao are considered... smaller stars? on the cpop sphere, and zzn is, much higher up now)

I love the small details about their mundane, which make it all so real. Smoke breaks, the dead air between filming, haidilao, Wang Yibo and the BL market. It's completely believable that they would read ZZN's idol resume in transit, or think about strategies for CYZJ, but it's my first time reading and thinking about that, so thank you.

But most of all, I love the relationship and the dynamics, about how at the end of the day, they are all idols with a public image in a conservative society. How some versions of happiness have to give way. The way Jun and Minghao /knows/ each other, how their friendship is so deep here, and the Jun/Yanan is so complicated. But Minghao knows with a Look. How Yanan can't stop looking at Jun when he laughs, or how Jun's face becomes sugary sweet, and finally, how Minghao understands even if he doesn't approve ;____; thank you, I really enjoyed reading this.

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