The more he says it, the more it becomes okay. Becomes something tolerable, something manageable, something easy to tuck away and hide and never have to bring up again. karina what the fuck lmao!!!!!! josh trying so hard to convince himself it's fine because it has to be fine.... EXTREMELY messed up and extremely josh. he always tries to make himself grin and bear it!

“I’ve never really done this before,” Joshua confesses, flexing his large fingers this way and that, marveling at their size and strength. His fingers clench into a fist suddenly, fast enough that his knuckles crack with the ferocity of it. VILE!!!!!

Minghao uses Joshua’s face to smile. WRETCHED!!!!!!!!!!!!

you set up the mood and horrifying vibe here soooo well i'm so impressed. you always have such a good way with words and this was no exception. you showed just enough to leave us with a sense of distinct horror but there were still so many questions at the end, which imo is the best way to go with this genre. the exchange with seungkwan (;~;) was so short yet added such a good (horrible) emotional layer as well.

thank you so much for filling the prompt in such a distinct and wonderful(ly unpleasant) way!!!!!! you have so much talent and i'm so honoured you shared it with me like this ( ⌯’ㅅ’⌯)♡