Mingyu falls silent behind him. And because Seokmin doesn’t do too well with a quiet room, he whirls around to find Mingyu staring right back at him.
“You meant it, didn’t you,” Mingyu says quietly. “Is there really nothing you like about me?”
lmao fuck!!!!!!!!!! i love the way you wrote this, it's so unpleasant but in the best possible way. the feeling is so unfortunately relatable... that childish insecurity that makes you quick to judge and just as quick to regret it. like it's not just recognizing yourself in the other person it's this need to bring them down to your level, almost, only to realize as soon as you've done the horrible thing that you didn't need to do that at all, actually. holding the power over them as soon as you think you have it, and convincing yourself it's okay because the parts of them that you hate are the parts that remind you of yourself. but it's not okay it's just horrible! brutal!!!!
Re: [FILL] i (dis)like you
“You meant it, didn’t you,” Mingyu says quietly. “Is there really nothing you like about me?”
lmao fuck!!!!!!!!!! i love the way you wrote this, it's so unpleasant but in the best possible way. the feeling is so unfortunately relatable... that childish insecurity that makes you quick to judge and just as quick to regret it. like it's not just recognizing yourself in the other person it's this need to bring them down to your level, almost, only to realize as soon as you've done the horrible thing that you didn't need to do that at all, actually. holding the power over them as soon as you think you have it, and convincing yourself it's okay because the parts of them that you hate are the parts that remind you of yourself. but it's not okay it's just horrible! brutal!!!!