ok i'm back and i reread this and i'm still bzzz bzzz. i just love how you pieced together reality - sad, crushing, a relationship that is ending not for who knows what reasons but just because reality is like that, you love someone one day and then it dims and just, ugh, - and the dreams - scary, a bit blurry, gut-wrenching in the way they seem to lead to an inevitable end. oh this was so!!!!!!! and the ending!!!!!!! i like to read it as slightly hopeful, but even if it really isn't, it's perfect. i love seokgyu and you did them SO WELL. i love this so much.