ohhhh i'm obsessed with this... first of all well. seokgyu. violence. [frantic incomprehensible gesturing] you already know how i feel about this. the dream scenes are so vivid i seriously feel like i'm watching lsm on stage X___X and i love how they reflect the back and forth of them both wanting this to end already but not wanting to be the one to do it.

> He’d been holding so much resentment close to his chest, nursing it and letting it grow into something abominable. KIM MINGYU YOUUUUUU.
> “I want you,” he said quietly into Mingyu’s ear. It came out like he wanted to convince himself of it, to speak it into some false existence. this sniped me so bad... desire is seriously so sexy but absence of it even more so
> “You were supposed to go for my heart.” the heartbreak of this leading into lsm finally bringing up the dreams to kmg most perfect ending ever??

ur incredible thank you for writing <3___<3