OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD OH MY GOD. OK.
i was really really really hoping someone would pick up on this prompt and i literally SCREAMED when i saw it happened because i think this lyric is so so so mingyu and you executed it PERFECTLY. seungcheol as this cool older guy that mingyu can't help but admire was so well thought-out. and like!!! the disaster and helplessness in the way mingyu loves him is so painful to read but it's also so very real and i loved it. the way mingyu gives himself up so completely and so desperately... OOF! it HURTS! and oh my god of course he carries the pain of people telling him he was too much in the past... and of course that doesn't stop him from loving ardently as ever. and i also love the gyuhao friendship, the honesty and kindness of it all. so so so good.
"If Mingyu isn't in love, he's nothing at all" - literally this. i think about it all the time, and about how mingyu just wants to be GOOD and USEFUL
thank you so much for filling this prompt you have no idea how happy this has made me!!!