oh my god!! the kmg unconditional love vs jww the mortifying ordeal of being known of it all!! - "Tell me what’s wrong, one of them would plead, tugging at the other’s sleeve. I can fix it." kmg, builder and creator of things, being pragmatic and trying to fix the relationship because if it's broken, then there must be a way to salvage it, right— i love how u characterized him! - "Mingyu had kept count until the numbers ticked into the double digits and he felt like he could afford to stop putting an expiration date on their arrangement. Maybe he’d never have to keep track again. Maybe this would end up working out after all." oh man, he really let himself put his guard down and believe that this would work out, and i think that's what makes it hurt more since each time they meet, he puts his barriers down a little more and lets the love bleed in a little more, which ultimately makes jww end things because he's scared of this all-encompassing love (when ur love is ur demise, oof kmg) - "But it kept happening, and he kept letting it, like a kicked dog that always came back, clinging on to the surety of it." NOT THE KMG DOG METAPHOR, PLEASE, I AM SO WEAK - "In his peripheral vision he saw Wonwoo nod, and go inside, and as the balcony door clicked shut he imagined he could hear Wonwoo sighing. But he’d never been very good at dreaming; maybe it was just his mind constructing a kinder fantasy, one more forgiving. One generous enough to give Wonwoo regret when there was none to be had." god, the ending is brutal, mingyu has to imagine wonwoo showing the tiniest bit of regret, like??? insane
thank u so much for writing this, this is so so so good!!
Re: [FILL] in your wake
- "Tell me what’s wrong, one of them would plead, tugging at the other’s sleeve. I can fix it." kmg, builder and creator of things, being pragmatic and trying to fix the relationship because if it's broken, then there must be a way to salvage it, right— i love how u characterized him!
- "Mingyu had kept count until the numbers ticked into the double digits and he felt like he could afford to stop putting an expiration date on their arrangement. Maybe he’d never have to keep track again. Maybe this would end up working out after all." oh man, he really let himself put his guard down and believe that this would work out, and i think that's what makes it hurt more since each time they meet, he puts his barriers down a little more and lets the love bleed in a little more, which ultimately makes jww end things because he's scared of this all-encompassing love (when ur love is ur demise, oof kmg)
- "But it kept happening, and he kept letting it, like a kicked dog that always came back, clinging on to the surety of it." NOT THE KMG DOG METAPHOR, PLEASE, I AM SO WEAK
- "In his peripheral vision he saw Wonwoo nod, and go inside, and as the balcony door clicked shut he imagined he could hear Wonwoo sighing. But he’d never been very good at dreaming; maybe it was just his mind constructing a kinder fantasy, one more forgiving. One generous enough to give Wonwoo regret when there was none to be had." god, the ending is brutal, mingyu has to imagine wonwoo showing the tiniest bit of regret, like??? insane
thank u so much for writing this, this is so so so good!!