that last paragraph TORE me apart!!!! im in pieces!!!!! im broken glass on the floor i can never be glued back together!!!!! this was so beautiful you delivered each punch so well i am particularly in love with the line, "Isn't that what it meant? To not be alone?" just because he still seems so unsure and it hurts because he never got to find out.. ooh sobs ;__; thank u my heart is in disarray thank u