this is so ;_; your junhui is this incredible mixture of dramatic and whimsical and shy....and your ksy and xmh!! i get such a clear picture of ksy just through the line "Soonyoung’s all-consuming love can burn out, he’d seen it before. Everyone else is left in the aftermath."

you have such a knack for taking these unsaid dynamics that are often experienced btwn close people and slotting them in so brilliantly with your characters...i think you are such an intelligent writer and this was painful to read in the best way. the ending line!! my favorite in this is: “He’s all over my life,” Junhui says, devastated. “I can’t get rid of him.” god!!! that's so powerful because it's like....yeah... i get it. i do. and so does xmh, and the ending is perfect. thank you so much for writing and sharing risa, you always astonish me!!