oh, you have such a way of words. i loved the mentions of jh's shoulder aching throughout (& sc pressing his thumb there, knowing right where it hurts the most, reading him like a map). i'll be thinking a lot about these two lines in particular:
"Here: Jeonghan’s thumb pressed to Seungcheol’s hurt in turn. Here: familiarity, pressing down. Here: knowledge forging weapons. Here: Jeonghan picking up the knife."

"The position makes his bad shoulder start to throb again, but he doesn’t turn around."

i've read this two times now, & godd i feel emotionally raw. thank you!!

(also, hello, anon prompter here! also also, i was def secretly hoping someone would do that bbb square but didn't want to be tooo explicit in my prompt)