oh this is devastating, your prose is just so beautiful!!! i closed this tab and like walked around my room for a bit before i could tell you!!!

I don't know why, but particularly this bit: "When the news drops, Seungkwan does not cry because Seungcheol is not crying" made me so emotional. something about how much Seungkwan holds on to people he thinks of as precious, you really capture it well. ahhhh this really fits the vienna teng song so well, ty for sharing !!