ive read this so many times already and i still havent come up with a coherent response for it past [AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA] but WOW. what a banger of a fill. the choosing/un-choosing bit was so good and He and Jeonghan are, cruelly, like mirror images of each other. Seokmin tries to breathe, feather-light, steady, but it doesn’t work. His chest hurts. He is unused to having to take so much care. It’s like being told not to drop a glass bowl. Of course you’ll drop it. Of course you’ll be picking shards out of your feet weeks later. I AM CRYING???? most devastating thing i have ever read in my life thank u so much