hwa...oh my god. this is not my favourite thing you have written but its...close. it made me feel all to much on a very strange day, i need to go run off these feelings. or sit with them in a closet. i dont know. i loved this from the get-go, though. the silence vs noise, the fringes, the travel, the closet....wow. oh wow. i keep rereading and reeling. thank you, truly.