ooof this is beautiful and the weight of the past is so heavy

Vernon loved Seungkwan the way he loves a mic in his hand — not only for what he represents, but also for the person Vernon becomes when he surrenders the gravity of that love.

How awful, the way Seungkwan doesn’t seem to think either of them has changed. How comforting, and how wonderful, and what a goddamn disappointment.

love these lines so so much! thank you for writing and sharing!