omg risa you’re really too kind to me T__T i feel like it’s obvious i haven’t written in years but i wanted to play in the space with everybody… also u witnessed firsthand my dark descent back into jclism and had to put up with all my yapping LMAO. i think the extra fun thing about girls jc is, of course, the COMPHET!! if they were all guys in this situation yjh would have been meaner about it, or the feelings would have been less sublimated, but i wanted to write it in a way where it takes her years to even acknowledge that it hurts, let alone begin to do something about it. thank u for reading and commenting… i always admire and learn so much from u….. and thank u for making this all possible for us!! (finally writing this during my flower blooming walk while i wait for the planting cooldown to reset lmao)