RISA YOU ARE INSANE IN THE BEST WAY... licherally losing my mind TT___TT still feeling so unhinged over this but will try to distill my feelings into a coherent comment here that isn't just keyboard smash!!
first of all, canon compliant exes inyyjh is so delicious... <3 yjh refusing to speak on it: In fact Seungkwan was quite literally told “It’s none of your business, but thank you,” in such a faux customer service voice that Jeonghan had to know it would infuriate him. fighting tooth and nail to keep it to himself and the quiet implication that he's kept it private because it means/meant too much... also “That’s because I don’t think you can help me,” all the logical excuses to not speak on it when it's obviously a pain point juxtaposed with iny's unaffected attitude in the later scenes... the idea that yjh is the only one holding on because he has in fact Not talked about it...
i love how aloof nayoung comes off in their interactions and all the language that jeonghan is trying to mirror the same facade, but cracks at the last moment!! “I hadn’t thought about you in a while,” Jeonghan said. It was so outwardly cruel that Nayoung would have known it was only intended to look callous, because Jeonghan couldn’t strip his feelings out of his voice no matter how hard he tried. risa i'm on the ground... how could you do this to me. INY'S FINAL LINES... truly a woman who has reconciled whatever their past was and is over him. i love the part about the dinosaur also, how well she still knows him and how casually she imparts this knowledge is Absolutely Devastating. this is karmic retribution for all the feelings yjh has played with in his career...
risa i'm just so not normal about this TT___TT such a treat to read inyyjh written by you, always!! ♡
Re: [FILL] this is not a love song
first of all, canon compliant exes inyyjh is so delicious... <3 yjh refusing to speak on it: In fact Seungkwan was quite literally told “It’s none of your business, but thank you,” in such a faux customer service voice that Jeonghan had to know it would infuriate him. fighting tooth and nail to keep it to himself and the quiet implication that he's kept it private because it means/meant too much... also “That’s because I don’t think you can help me,” all the logical excuses to not speak on it when it's obviously a pain point juxtaposed with iny's unaffected attitude in the later scenes... the idea that yjh is the only one holding on because he has in fact Not talked about it...
i love how aloof nayoung comes off in their interactions and all the language that jeonghan is trying to mirror the same facade, but cracks at the last moment!! “I hadn’t thought about you in a while,” Jeonghan said. It was so outwardly cruel that Nayoung would have known it was only intended to look callous, because Jeonghan couldn’t strip his feelings out of his voice no matter how hard he tried. risa i'm on the ground... how could you do this to me. INY'S FINAL LINES... truly a woman who has reconciled whatever their past was and is over him. i love the part about the dinosaur also, how well she still knows him and how casually she imparts this knowledge is Absolutely Devastating. this is karmic retribution for all the feelings yjh has played with in his career...
risa i'm just so not normal about this TT___TT such a treat to read inyyjh written by you, always!! ♡