Umm happy holidays I have fully lost it!!! I did intend to shrek you specifically with this but this is beyond anything I could have imagined... Donkey from shrek is a slippery slope that leads to profound melancholy and emptiness actually

Jeonghan didn't like upsetting people, least of all Mingyu, but he liked knowing that he could.

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But if Mingyu was a rock then Jeonghan was the water that flowed around him. Was one holding the other back, or was one wearing the other down?

The gyuhan thesis... I fear no one will ever get it like you do. And the seamless blend of metaphor and meaning in this can i get a YEAH

...muscle memory, which is what they call it when the body remembers but the mind does not. Of course, he’d reply. I love you.

Oh my... you're really not pulling punches with this one huh. Also the way you've chosen to write the dialogue without quotation marks is such a cool choice, adds an uneasy hush to the story that viscerally recreates the way Jeonghan experiences the world. Especially in the bathtub scene; Mingyu is screaming but it almost feels like we can't hear him.


This is such a bleak, haunting portrait of a person in deep pain. What does love even mean to someone who can't feel anything? How do you tell the person that loves you and have it do anything but hurt them? Can you? Should you try to? I have no answers, just awe for your skill and insight

Thank you so much for taking my bait and for your work as always <3 <3 <3