ahhhh thank you for this!! jeonghan's silent yearning for an old love that's burned down is sooooo. oof. and it's so jeonghan of him, to want it but not express it, to want to be understood and sought out without speaking it out loud. op i am hurting.
some lines that hurt me even more:
(This too irritates Jeonghan. I’m scared that we’re sinking, he wants to yell. Look at me, look at my face. I’m hurting, I’m hurting, I'm hurting.) -i think my lungs collapsed when i read this. i'm hurting too gosh.
The problem is that Jeonghan is good at flinging out words he does not mean. Only because he knows they hurt, a dull ache that will never go away, lodged between the ribs like a knife. -HEY WHO LODGED A KNIFE IN MY RIBS
and the ending too. “tell me how you want me to love you.” that is so mingyu and so painfully good i'm deflating. thank you so much for this. it hurts the way gyuhan does and i'm so grateful.
Re: [FILL] sticks / stones
some lines that hurt me even more:
(This too irritates Jeonghan. I’m scared that we’re sinking, he wants to yell. Look at me, look at my face. I’m hurting, I’m hurting, I'm hurting.)
-i think my lungs collapsed when i read this. i'm hurting too gosh.
The problem is that Jeonghan is good at flinging out words he does not mean. Only because he knows they hurt, a dull ache that will never go away, lodged between the ribs like a knife.
-HEY WHO LODGED A KNIFE IN MY RIBS
and the ending too. “tell me how you want me to love you.” that is so mingyu and so painfully good i'm deflating. thank you so much for this. it hurts the way gyuhan does and i'm so grateful.