so i think i died a little or a lot while reading this...... wow. Okay. it took me like fifteen minutes i think for the whole premise and the feelings and the emotions to sink in but now i am really feeling it and am kind of in a state of like. fluctuating between mindblown emotional distress in a really good way and just experiencing the bittersweetness of your minwon here... like. i think its still lingering because as i am typing this i feel tears about to come to my eyes?????????

your descriptions are so horrifyingly vivid... the bittersweet mv aestheticisms are strong. i do not even have the words to speak about this because i would just absolutely lose it in like. i dont even know it's just incredible beyond words the way you write.............. wow. Wow. i feel like i just got slapped in the face with a brick

(How two people could look at each other after years and find a small black hole at one another’s center. How memory could be so mistaken.)

this is seriously one of the most cutting lines i have ever read in the context of whatever it is. thank you for this seriously........... i will ache for this for a long time