so sad.... and you get the sense that mingyu never could have got what he wanted once he'd made the damning decision to get engaged to someone else, so why even call minghao up after that? because he's kim mingyu... minghao saying he's too impressionable and mg subsequently choosing to read deeply into mh's words and ask for an answer that wouldn't have changed anything thanks to his own mistakes!! mingyu who doesn't have too much pride to beg to get back together and minghao who i think is too pragmatic and grounded for the drama of getting back with your engaged ex... "It was even worse, knowing what you wanted but knowing it was never possible the way you dreamed it to be." it's so frustrating but in a way that's so well written. so good! that imagery of mingyu calling over and over and the phone just being left to ring is haunting