Ship/Member: Any (consider any of the 95z?)
Major Tags: implied suicide references in magnolia
Additional Tags: feeling like the bad guy, knowing you're out of control but not knowing what to do about it, freewheeling straight towards disaster
Do Not Wants: None

Prompt:

There's no way tonight, as far as I know
That heaven will take me, so I'm staggering home
Wretched and wild, all glory and trash
Yeah, I'm drunk but I'm ready to kick some fucking ass

- 'Magnolia', Gang of Youths

&

I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero

- 'Anti-Hero', Taylor Swift