"You start to piece together a timeline off of nothing but who can meet your eyes" okay shut up that line is SO good. I love this second person pov I love how visceral and gritty the focus on the body is when paired with the unreality, it's this iconic mishmash of grounded and totally dissociated and it works here soooo well.
"It opens inside you like a fist." this line roundhouse kicked me and then I got bonus kicked by the fact that it's idolverse. good god!!! jeonghan making pity feel like a kindness. op i cannot express to you how much this is making me lose my gourd. sorry im like live-commenting as i read lol. "Finally, finally the lights come up, and you have reached the only part of your day where you know exactly what to do." urghhhhhh YEAH!! idolisms!! the relief of doing exactly what you're supposed to. you can't fuck up fondgazing at a crowd (or— you can, but at least you know how not to). and the last paragraph is so PRETTY after all the ugly of the second paragraph... op your MIND... thank you so much for writing this i'm obsessed!!!
Re: [FILL] Who's the real you?
"It opens inside you like a fist." this line roundhouse kicked me and then I got bonus kicked by the fact that it's idolverse. good god!!! jeonghan making pity feel like a kindness. op i cannot express to you how much this is making me lose my gourd. sorry im like live-commenting as i read lol. "Finally, finally the lights come up, and you have reached the only part of your day where you know exactly what to do." urghhhhhh YEAH!! idolisms!! the relief of doing exactly what you're supposed to. you can't fuck up fondgazing at a crowd (or— you can, but at least you know how not to). and the last paragraph is so PRETTY after all the ugly of the second paragraph... op your MIND... thank you so much for writing this i'm obsessed!!!