this is my first read of the the 17hols season and wowwwww what a treat to kick it off with..... i love the teensy glances we get to see of seokao's roommate life and i looove the tension of seokmin's affection with poor minghao's struggle to resist ;;

this whole thing Hurt, but these two lines Got Me in particular:
> Minghao wrestles with it all night. Tames her own desire, chokes it until it can barely breathe and then drags it deep inside of her, even as Seokmin plays with her fingers and pulls her skirt down for her when she stands up, wobbly, to go to the bathroom.
> But Seokmin isn’t flirting, Minghao reminds herself. Seokmin is just friendly. Seokmin is funny. Seokmin is beauti—Seokmin is straight.

thank you for sharing this!