I’m just… ALLY!! On Christmas Day?! How could you?? This fic though… you really created a whole universe in such a short word count. Every line communicates so much more than the immediate timeline of the fic. That “Jeonghan used to say” line is devastating and tells so much about their grief. The following scene with Joshua and Seungcheol is BRUTAL. And THEN! The pair of “I loved him too/Not the way I did” and “I love you too/Not the way he did” absolutely destroyed me and I will be thinking about it forever. That combined with the ending lines circling back to the beginning… this is so ridiculously good. And it hurts. How could you!!