this is so lovely... i liked the lines Let him pretend to be selfish, Joshua had thought. It made him feel less bad about how much he wanted Jeonghan to stay. so much, both of them knowing without having to say how they feel. and After years of spending nearly every waking moment together (and some sleeping moments too), maybe they didn’t know how to be without being together. how it's ironically more difficult to sleep when there's less people around, and how just hearing jeonghan's voice and talking is enough to make shua feel like he's with family... i really enjoyed this and want to thank you also for choosing jihan bc i think they're a wonderful pairing to capture the essence of the prompt quote. thank you!!