NJ OH MY GOD... i knew i was in for a ride when i saw the seokcheol but YOU... your seokmin is as always wonderful and so real, and here you really show so much of that. seeing him feeling so much for seungcheol in the beginning, almost excitedly, and then finding out about their past, that he could feel so much, that he was happy in a way, was so so so heartbreaking. especially in the clip right before the procedure, when the words keep falling out of his mouth, and he says; I want you. I want so much. I guess that’s why I have to let this go, but it’s still hard, i think i died a little. you always do such a wonderful job of taking seokmin and putting him in such painful, difficult situations, looking at him under a different light, asking questions and finding answers, yet he's always the same person full of want and love in the end. going back to understand seungcheol's reactions during their conversation before the kiss also made me so crazy, to see him remembering it all and trying not to let anything slip. this whole thing was just so, so wonderful. thank you so much for writing, you're amazing <3