ahhhhh!!! thank you so much for saying all this TT i also love yearning and really appreciate how well you understood the emotions i was trying to portray. i'm so glad you got the part where junhui's perspective is v one-sided, and how he latches on to, as you said, the similarities he sees with joshua. this really means so much to me thank you for reading TT
and concerning my inspirations... i actually did classically trained piano for over 9 nine years, and then i hit a really long rut that resulted in me hating it and then quitting. my relationship with piano has always been strange as i used to love it but having the pressure of winning competitions made me eventually burn out. i wanted to portray that here, the desire to give up everything for an art but also being so close to the edge that you aren't sure what you're doing it for anymore. oh and i have been meaning to check out more manga and given so i'm v curious as to the pairing u mentioned!! thank you!!
Re: [FILL] plum blossom
and concerning my inspirations... i actually did classically trained piano for over 9 nine years, and then i hit a really long rut that resulted in me hating it and then quitting. my relationship with piano has always been strange as i used to love it but having the pressure of winning competitions made me eventually burn out. i wanted to portray that here, the desire to give up everything for an art but also being so close to the edge that you aren't sure what you're doing it for anymore. oh and i have been meaning to check out more manga and given so i'm v curious as to the pairing u mentioned!! thank you!!